Entries by Helene Rose

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Transform Pain into Purpose

This morning when I was walking my Chihuahua named Cinnamon, I felt immense gratitude looking out upon the horizon at the toasted brown field and stunning mountain vista. Feeling this gratitude led to a cascade of opening into my heart. My pain has had a purpose, I thought. It has led me to this moment. […]

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When Grief Starts Pouring Out

Life has Its way with us. We get pushed and pulled and we’re not sure we will make it. The tears don’t seem to want to stop. Tears represent all the dreams unfulfilled, the unspoken hurts and disappointments, the betrayals and wounds broken open and exposed. I’ve dealt with my grief and that’s been much […]

When Every Love Ends in Heartache

Every romantic love of mine has ended in heartache. I wonder how it is that I have the strength to continue opening my heart again and again. I wonder what I’m learning about myself and about love. After most of my relationships ended or changed form, I cried a lot, and wished to keep my […]